Mood Watch - 27

I’ve been getting a little less sleep than usual lately: maybe 5-6 hours at a time. I think this is mainly due to an upcoming conference for which I’ve been the principal organizer. Especially as the date gets close, there are a lot of last minute details to handle or reconfirm and a few little fires to put out. Otherwise I feel pretty good, and have been since about October 29 or so.  If you compare this to my previous Mood Watch entry, you’ll see how suddenly I emerged from that period of hypersomnia.  That’s classic for me:  abrupt drops in mood, abrupt recovery of mood.  In an odd way it’s reassuring, since it underscores the biochemical nature of the disorder.

Are You Man Enough?

There’s not a street that you can walk.
You got to watch just who you’re talkin’ to.
They’re out to get ya, can’t turn your back on a smilin’ face.
Next thing ya know, there ain’t no trace of you.
And this I betcha…some people lose, and some folks win.
It’s a matter of what they do.

Are you man enough…big and bad enough?
Are you gonna let ‘em shoot ya down?
When the evil flies, and your brother cries,
Are you gonna be around?
Someone needs a friend, just around the bend.
Don’t ya think you should be there?
Are you man enough…when the goin’s rough?
Is it in your heart to care?

There’s no pretending it goes away.
With every step that you take…you pay your dues.
And I ain’t lyin’.
You got to struggle to see the light.
How someone’s lookin’ to steal your right to choose.
And don’t stop tryin’.
It’s like a jungle outside the door,
and it’s keepin’ you so confused.

Are you man enough…big and bad enough?
Are you gonna let ‘em shoot ya down?
When the evil flies, and your brother cries,
Are you gonna be around?

Gotta keep your eye on the passers-by.
Better watch your step!
‘Cause ya never know where the knife would go,
and they ain’t missed yet!
The strong survive, they stay alive.
They always do.
But that they never teach you in school.

Are you man enough…big and bad enough?
Are you gonna let ‘em shoot ya down?
When the evil flies, and your brother cries,
Are you gonna be around?
Someone needs a friend, just around the bend.
Don’t ya think you should be there?
Are you man enough…when the goin’ get’s rough?
Is it in your heart to care?

Are you man enough…big and bad enough? (Are you big & bad enough?)
Are you gonna let ‘em shoot ya down?
When the evil flies, and your brother cries,
Are you gonna be around?

– The Four Tops, from the film Shaft in Africa